Boy Pulling Cap over HeadAre you Hot?
Or Cold.

Remember when you were in the world.
You clubbed every friday.
You couldn’t count the girls you got laid.
Or the guys that got you laid.

Your everyday outfits revealed what was mine.

You covered who you really were with make up dying in your closet but trying to meet up with the world’s standards in the public.

Empty pointless vessels within being on point without..

But Then you saw the light.
The light beautified you from within.
Then you were beautiful even when you stepped out of the spot light because u had a greater flood light within. That glows effortlessly. Without an artificial power source

You rushed to church every sunday.
You couldn’t let a day pass without being at my feet.
You asked me about everything.
You trusted me.
Waited for me.
Even when it felt like I didn’t show up.

You were not lonely when you were alone. Coz u had me on your speed dial.

You were quick to run into my arms after each day..

But then
What happened?

You got warm.
You think more than you pray
You plan more than you pray.

You know your plans can work.
But you’ve forgotten I always have a better plan. That will always work.
And is less stressful. Might be filled with a lot of faith to run but no stress at all.

You forget to check my promises for you.
I have been calling You.
Youve been nice to not reject my call.
But u put me on hold.
Like Chill G. I will be right back.
But are you any different from my other lost children that reject my call?

Then you call on grace.
Grace covers for me, you say..

No.
Leave her alone.
She comes in when she’s needed.
Not when she’s not.

You talk to everyone else apart from me.
You derive full pleasure having conversations with everyone.
Except me.
I’m still on Hold.
There’s enough credit.
But this time, you are wasting your battery.
Not mine.
Why wait till you run out?

When u weren’t with me.
You were running with speed with the black one.

What happened.
Why do you think you can just walk when it comes to me?

Run child.
Run with speed.
I have so much in store.
But I need you Hot for me
Be consistent

Call on me.

Run to me.

Move in me.

Live in me.

Breathe in me.

Let me be your cover
You might feel hot when I cover you.
But trust me.
That’s the best weather for you.

When u don’t feel it
Call me
Cry when you need to
But call me when you cry.
I’m not coming with a roll of tissue.
I’m coming with rolls of reasons to clear the issue and remind you that it isn’t worth your tears.

I need you running.
That all I need

Run child! RUN

Thank you for reading;

Ifeyinwa Amagwula
Life not Skin
Closer Than My Breath
Why Feed the MONSTER?

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